*Sigh*

I am having an internet-withdrawal syndrome. My offline office workload has decreased dramatically since the reorganization of key administration officials which I should really be grateful about but not when I can't do the things I want to do when I have some free time - internet.

There was a time when I almost felt like I've had enough of being online so all I ever did was talk to my boyfriend online, nothing more. I don't even read the news anymore (which I did during the first few months of having unlimited online access), don't have something to google about, got bored with friendster and rarely forwards mails anymore. Now I miss all that.

I miss being cretive. Blogging made me wanna learn little coding and designing here and there. The more I learn, the more I find out that there's little I know. No matter how hard I work at it, there would always be those really cool blog sites and new features and add-ons and everything that I still haven't done or possibly can't do because I don't have the newest software or the most hi-tech gadgets. But as much as it frustrates me, at the same time it inspires me.

Blogging aside, I also wish that I can upload and upload and upload all I want without having to transfer building just to do so (it's for our official website). Now that it's up, most of the work is to keep updating it. I am so willing to work on updating it everyday, if they'll giveme the freedom. I like working on it, not only because it's easy to upload and edit and stff now that it's finish but also because I like knowing that what I did would be out there for everybody to see, that in my own little way, I'm helping promote my agency.

I've always wanted to put up a website but I can't barely fill up my blog, let alone mainatain a website. What could I possibly put there that would be remotely interesting? I am not a celebrity, not a very outgoing person. I'm pretty sure I would be a very boring housemate if I ever joine Pinoy Big Brother. hehe.

So, working on our official website sort of gives me the chance to be a part of a website project without having to do something drastic as to chop my hair just to be able to write something interesting on it.

*giggles*